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Self absorbed
Sometimes you get so absorbed your own self pity and misery, you forgot that the world has gone by around you. Tonight I despise myself, tonight I'm disappointed with myself. So many things I've been unaware of, so many feelings I've forgotten to take care of.
I'm such a bad friend. -
Winter dreams
After two weeks in Canada, visiting pretty places & living in a pretty house, I found myself on a plane 5hrs away from our reunion in yet another foreign land. I reached too early, and it was a little strange when you arrived to pick me up ( Read more... ) -
"But I'm here" "Really?"
They say it gets easier, with time, with things I keep myself occupied with, with school, with life; it gets easier ( Read more... ) -
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I wish you have just a fraction of an idea how much this is killing me, softly but surely. -
Eleventh
Coming back to this space again, where there's a pocket full of sunshines teehee. Was just reading about my life a couple of years ago and I guess I'm really much much happier now. I couldn't see it then, but I thought I was not good enough for you, right now I know it's the other way round. Regrets, they are so bittersweet. But who am I to ( Read more... ) -
Everyday I'm chillaxin'
Taking time off to breathe this weekend. Citibank's finally down. i've never worked so hard for a project before. Back to school on a saturday till 10pm, then back on sunday till 6am on monday morn and finally monday till 10pm before presentation on tuesday. Like woah, it really took so much of me to tell myself to hang on and not breakdown, so ( Read more... ) -
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Feeling damn miserable now and I have no one to turn to. Just need to breathe and know that I'm not a robot.
This close to breaking down and fucking everything. What do I have to hold on to? -
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I am a mess, my life is in a mess and I am a mess emotionally. I am hurting for god knows what reason and my life is so lifeless that I don't know what to do. Where do I derive my source of energy from when there are moments of failure and I find myself crying about being alone and so helpless. But then again I am moodswinging like crazy so I am a ( Read more... ) -
Friendships
So long since we've all sat down in a circle to catch up and tallk about our lives, albeit with all the burden we may each be carrying. I am thankful that I met this bunch of kids who are so ready to share and care. The idea of Union really brought all of us tgt despite the different faculties we're from, perhaps the dynamics of our group are just ( Read more... )