christmas is coming, and i don't even care, i have shopping done, and i just am sitting back waiting. i miss being excited, i miss knowing that christmas was my favorite holiday. it's not anymore. i enjoy it, but it's just not the same. tonight was the fine arts night. it's official, orchestra was the most liked, you know why? we played fun, ( Read more... )

the plukato starts today. i dunno...it doesn't seem like it's time for it to go on...i dunno, it's not that it's not good...it just doesn't seem as if the time has really been there, it's gone so fast. oh well. there's a matinee today, so that means most of the day i'm not gonna be in class! woooo ( Read more... )

i went to the scholarship thing on friday. i bombed. i feel like a failure. i was so nervous it wasn't even funny. the people there were extremely nice and wonderful, i just sucked. i feel as if i'm not good enough to go there, they're all so wonderful. there were four other girls, that were skinny, and had long hair, all all but one person was ( Read more... )

i do not understand the practical use of neckties. yes, you can say they're decoration...but WHY? when was there some guy who was like "DUDE! i tied this thing around my neck in this funny knot...don't i look HOTTTTT!!!??" it's almost laughable. i think ties are cool, i appreciate the effort taken in having a perfectly tied tie, but HONESTLY...they ( Read more... )

life....is life. it's goin good....i guess....i'm most likely going to a scholarship day at UNI on the first of decembre...hildreth is totally on board for writing one of my letters of recomendation...this year is going so fast, it's really scary, i don't want to leave high school. i had such a hard time moving from elementry school, it took me an ( Read more... )

WOOOOO! it's the 5th of NOVEMBER! and now i will recite part of the poem ( Read more... )

i had fun being a mime today...and now i have shiny nails....off to do homework

ack, so everyone was all depressed today, about Plukato. i totally understand, the casting seems really stupid to me. i don't know. i don't know all the insides and out, but i am happy to announce that i have Elyse Schooley and Stephanie Mondon helping me with props! woot! i can trust them, plus elyse has a car so we can go middle of rehearsal ( Read more... )

i keep getting this weird numb spot on my back sometimes, and it just stays there for a while, then goes away...it has no purpose....

yeah i said i was going to bed didn't i? hmmm...better stick to me (<--- hehehehehe....random pirateness...) word...

i'll be at school on monday. i hope i will do well. i'll do my best! (by "best" and "well" i'm refering to my current health, and the lack of teeth) i have a lot of work to make up and get and get done...ack....this is what i get for being gone for reasons. eeek ( Read more... )