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christmas is coming, and i don't even care, i have shopping done, and i just am sitting back waiting. i miss being excited, i miss knowing that christmas was my favorite holiday. it's not anymore. i enjoy it, but it's just not the same. tonight was the fine arts night. it's official, orchestra was the most liked, you know why? we played fun, knowable songs. we were last, but atleast we left them with something good in their heads. we weren't the best per say, but we were good. the tap dancing wasn't as bad as i thought it would be, everyone seemed to like it. life. good. me. happy. christmas. soon. me. sleep. now. good. night.