i think i only post here when im upset. and im not sad all the time i swear ( Read more... )

Well i havent been on in SUCH a long time, I dont know where to begin. I had a pretty good semester, however i didnt get teh GPA i wanted, but it was still good. Hpefully next semester will be good. I started talking to john again, and its weird, now that we arent in any sort of relationship, we can atcually talk to each other and laugh, and ( Read more... )

Im sitting in paws talking to random people off my buddy list.... not really holding any real coverstations. and for some reason i had the urge to write a live journal entry. Yippee!! i find myself just sitting staring blankly at a screen a lot. I dont know why but i do..... im gonna change that. I'll be on campus for over 12 hours today... ( Read more... )

So i went to Ohio again last weekend. I cant remember the last time i felt so alive. i dont know how he does it, but Randy makes me smile constantly, feel loved, and just full inside. we layed around all weekend and were in eachothers company. having his lips on mine was amazing, and just being in his arms made me fell like nothing could go ( Read more... )

SO things with Randy have slowed down A BUNCH since college started, he's off meeting new and interesting people, and i am working and doing school work. I am going out to ohio in 2 weeks. Money to be spent ya know? hopefully things will be good, and nothing really has changed since i last saw him. I seem to be pissing him off asking questions ( Read more... )

so steve snowman really sucks. I broke up with him last november. We had a chance again and i was just really desperate so we hooked up again in feburary. Big mistake. He stalks me now. We got in a huge fight when i was down there, then i called him an ass hole, and hes hated me ever since. shouldnt I truely hate him with the depths of my ( Read more... )

so it was ROAD TRIP time... :) yay for me. first non-family related road trip ( Read more... )

so i sit down to write at my computer and all i do is stare at the screen. like i am lost.... i dont understand it! o well... not much to tell right now, i seem to be seperating myself from jimmy, i feel it is the best thing for me to do. however... who am i gonna go to sunday in the country with? ... i donno. we'll see what happens. alright ( Read more... )

First job: Raking leaves out of peoples yards, but real job with taxes and everything.... at a deli ( Read more... )

well ... me and these long distance things. i seem to find awesome guys that think im awesome... and i always find them OUT OF STATE ( Read more... )