Ohio
So i went to Ohio again last weekend. I cant remember the last time i felt so alive. i dont know how he does it, but Randy makes me smile constantly, feel loved, and just full inside. we layed around all weekend and were in eachothers company. having his lips on mine was amazing, and just being in his arms made me fell like nothing could go wrong. The whole weekend ...nothing did go wrong. Sunday morning came and i didnt want to say goodbye. i packed our bags, cleaned the room, we went to breakfast... and then sat on a curb and waited. waited for the dreadful moment we had to say that aweful word goodbye. I cried half the way home. I miss him terribly, and i seriously cant wait til i go back. I care so much about him, i miss him so much!