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to watch a team of 50 of us react to the Zika issue, build algorithms, define methods, change requests, push design and release iterations, QA, and show off the result proudly to the weekly conference call with world class professors. ESPECIALLY when the DBA forgot to tell the pipeline manager to connect all that shit up to the DB, so the results ( Read more... )

is something I should get used to. This is nice. Making some great headway lately with family, freinds, self, home, mind, body, and spirit. Wish I had kept myself up completely, through grad school, but here we are. Today I shall be grateful once again for all we have and have worked for. Thanks.

isnt about me. the next big thing won't be self absorbed. it's not money, or power, or solely discovery. it feels as though it will be inclusive, whole, and outward pointing, to the way things are, the way people and the environment exist together. it will oppose entropy and failure, will be a guiding light of reason and zen, or positive and ( Read more... )

Including mine. Sometimes people's bias is in direct response to a bias they think someone else has. Like, it wouldnt exist except for others. Its as if the only option is to take the polar opposite message, even if you're only half bought in on that edge. Strange. I am rethinking the bias, and part of the problem is the bias I think other people ( Read more... )

is incredible to me this morning that i am deleting my history on *another* machine logged into chrome. thats right, my browsing history being viewed on a mac, from a win8 pc, and v.v. is available. you can also see what pages my mobile devices have accessed. its all cloud. its all shared at the top level ( Read more... )

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this place is really turning out to be amazing. but its not like having friends and family around. i don't travel any longer, just stay home and work and take care of kids. hopefully thats going to change. its been 'exceptions' for years, but now i realize that her anxiety is the normal state. this will take more effort to alter. i may simply have ( Read more... )

need to find a way to keep people from stealing my psychic energy. really. if every interaction leaves me feeling drained and used, i need to change either myself or my situation. trusting others is obviously not going to work. sigh.