im tired of having to be in the middle of everything. i never asked to be everyones mom/counselor/advice giver/everything else. just stop it. im locking myself in my closet and never coming out. see ya never

i love it when my dad (beach) comes over and we photoshop all night and eat candy that we find around my room.

livejournal is so mature now. you dont have to make your user pics 100x100 anymore, and you can have more than three of them. you can insert images in posts without using that whole 'rich text' formatting thing. and theres a button to embed media. its been so long since ive been here ( Read more... )

i got none left.

and this morning i woke up thirsty at 7:30, after five hours of sleep. i went downstairs to get something to drink and noticed, again, how disgusting the refrigerator is. i decided that obviously no one else is going to do anything about it (along with the dishes that have been piling up, once again, despite our rules to wash them after you use ( Read more... )

i realized that no one will ever ever ever care about me as much as i care about them.

"she chooses her candidates carefully. then she loves until it hurts"
there are certain people in my life that i would do anything for. and i know its not the other way around. its like once i start caring, its impossible for me to ever stop. no matter what you do ( Read more... )

i just spent the past 30 minutes looking at the san francisco blog and pretending im still there.

i want to go back.

tomorrow i am moving up to grand rapids. into a 5 bedroom house. and one of my roommates is my sister. thats right. i know youre all dying to come visit.

ya know how it is when you just need someone. but no ones there.