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i realized that no one will ever ever ever care about me as much as i care about them.
"she chooses her candidates carefully. then she loves until it hurts"
there are certain people in my life that i would do anything for. and i know its not the other way around. its like once i start caring, its impossible for me to ever stop. no matter what you do to me.
its hard. but then again so is everything else in life. and it almost hurts more when the hurting starts to stop. so you have to keep it going. its the only way, yet its an endless cycle that i will never be able to get rid of. because i dont want to. but i want to so bad at the same time. none of me makes sense. and i make less sense without you. if that makes sense.