im quite sure the feeling will never subside.

i look different to me.

sometimes i think it will all be okay. and sometimes, it just seems so hard.

just my luck my last few days in sf i get sick. like the worst sick ive ever been. ahhhhhhhhhhhhh.

im looking forward to coming back to michigan. its weird when youve spent your whole life hating a place because of how it came about. but i am realizing that maybe its better than i thought. and maybe there are some people its hard to live without. but this summer was definitely something i needed.

ive done a lot
ive seen a lot
im ready

that makes me think back to when i was too smart to fall for anyones shit.
i threw that rose over the fence and didnt even think twice about it.

i posted some ridiculousness on the blog

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on thursday night i worked the party for 7x7 magazine. WOO! it was me and 3 other interns and we got to check people in at the door. if they werent on the list, GET OUT! haha. i felt so exclusive. also, it was so so so funny, they had this page of the guest list that was headed with DO NOT LET THESE PEOPLE IN and it was pictures of all these random ( Read more... )

im going to the bubble lounge tomorrow night to work a party for my internship. WOO! its a sex themed party cuz their august issue is allll about sex. uh oh. haha. i get to wear something classy though. and i havent found it yet. but it should be fun fun fun and probably free drinks and food. yesssssssssssssss

MINE!!!!!

so on thursday i got to design a cover for the SPIN magazine media kit that they show to clients. WOO! only it was a challenge because the computer i was using didnt have illustrator or photoshop. i had to make it in microsoft word, but it looks pretty sweet, and they were impressed. yessssssssssssssssss. ALSO, the girl i am interning for, shes the ( Read more... )