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I'm beginning to think my happiness is only considerable while day- or night-dreaming or recalling fond memories. This scares me. Why does my happiness rest in thoughts and ideas rather than moments in which I'm aware of the blissful feeling? I was looking through old photos today and was briefly transported to wonderful instances of joy. I ( Read more... )

i feel so alone and lonely lately. am I all i really have in the world?

i want to sing to you, my love. my only love and happiness. don't be so blue, so blue, my love. take off your shoes. take off my dress. i want to sing to you, my love ( Read more... )

i feel like i really put myself out for other people. especially lately, i've been doing so many favors for other people and trying to help friends out as much as possible, and i NEVER do this for the purpose of setting up a tab for when I need help. i help people out because i want to be a good person and make the lives of others easier. but ( Read more... )

hmmm. i haven't written in here in a while. i've really been thinking about someone, lately. i wonder if they still go on here? it's funny to look back at other journals and see things written about you by other people. other people that you missed out on a chance with. and it's sad to think you barely speak anymore ( Read more... )

So recently (tonight especially) I've been thinking about what a different person I used to be a few years ago. Actually, as short amount of time as a year ago. Change is wonderful. Joe and I just spoke tonight about the necessity of change in life. However, with all change comes the positive and the negative. The battles won and the other shit ( Read more... )

i love joe palinsky.

and the squash stain on my pants; as well as the squash scar on my finger.

and the fact that i'm coming home in 3 1/2 days =)

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so, um...i don't think anyone knows how fucking excited i am right now.

I LOVE YOU AND YOU AND YOU, YOU, and YOU.

I can't wait for this paper-link chain to be ripped apart...when that last one stands alone, purple and taped to my door- i think i will CRY.