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hmmm. i haven't written in here in a while. i've really been thinking about someone, lately. i wonder if they still go on here? it's funny to look back at other journals and see things written about you by other people. other people that you missed out on a chance with. and it's sad to think you barely speak anymore.
i don't even know how this all arose in me. romantic regrets are always the worst kind. what hurts more than thinking of someone whom you may have fallen in love with? imagining how things might have been. wondering if you'd still be together. after years and years.
oh well. life goes on. maybe prayers are answered. maybe you just have to pay for your mistakes. i guess for now all i can do is hypothesize and romanticize and fantasize. cause sometimes your heart breaks with a deafening sound.
but the planet spins.
and the world goes round. and round.
i don't even know how this all arose in me. romantic regrets are always the worst kind. what hurts more than thinking of someone whom you may have fallen in love with? imagining how things might have been. wondering if you'd still be together. after years and years.
oh well. life goes on. maybe prayers are answered. maybe you just have to pay for your mistakes. i guess for now all i can do is hypothesize and romanticize and fantasize. cause sometimes your heart breaks with a deafening sound.
but the planet spins.
and the world goes round. and round.