starting over.
new lj name, casinoclouds, add me!

"out of sight out of mind."

right?

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I'm sad but I'm not. I'm happy but I'm not. I'm confused but I know exactly what's happening. All these emotions are raging inside me and I don't know how to get them out. I'm thinking but it's about nothing. I just sit and I think. I don't know why but I feel like I'm losing control. Of not only myself but my surroundings as well. Everything used ( Read more... )

Last night was fantastic. I missed my 603ers more than anything and I was so stoked to see and hang out with them. Thanks to Alanna for driving, Grampy Gator for giving me drinks and Ali for giving us a temporary place to stay for a few hours. Great show with great people. Maine at 5am, that's fine. I miss you. Love to all ( Read more... )

Honestly, what is going on? If someone is having a problem with me I want to know. Don't beat around the bush. I hate this sooo obvious tension that's between us and all of our friends now. As cliche as it sounds, I really don't know what I did wrong ( Read more... )

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Why are you doing this? I thought we talked about this. I honestly don't even want to feel like this anymore. I feel like I'm in middle school again. Make up your mind, you know how I feel, I shouldn't have to explain myself anymore ( Read more... )

Happy November 7th ( Read more... )

Blehhhh, feeling like I just got run over by a bus about 20 times. Last night was pretty fun, til I got sick. Uuuuuh that sucked. But I met some cool kids, and had fun with them. I'm bumming that I was basically unconscious, or might as well have been, all night because there were some kodak moments. All I have for you is a little video I hope you ( Read more... )

Things have been okay, I'm trying to ignore all the bullshit that's going around and it's semi-working. Last night I went to the show at the station. It was pretty fun. I got to see Anna and that was nice!

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