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Dilemma
So I started a new job a few months ago which I love ( Read more... ) -
Disappointed in myself
So I made a couple of boo-boos at work and they are niggling me so much. I kind of got told off for how I dealt with a meetin with a parent. Catherine wasn't happy with how I handled the situation as the parent got angry and she had to pick up the flack. I really tried to be tactful and supportive and gentle as I had been advised to bring up ( Read more... ) -
Baby making and anxiety
So since my last post, I have been having periods. Not always very regular but they have been making an appearance which is excellent! So, this week I have been feeling ridiculously apprehensive/anxious. I know this because although I can appear to seem relaxed, i have constantly been picking at my fingers which is normally a sign I feel worried. ( Read more... ) -
Knock on effect
Argghg, for gods sake why does this all gave to gave such a knock on effect? Why does he have to make my life so difficult for no FUCKING REASON???!!!
So because I am signed off, I don't think I'll be able to work over easter - just after I have agreed with Adam. I feel so bad and Adam is another reference, I don't want to go upsetting him either ( Read more... ) -
GOT TO STAY POSITIVE
I am hoping positivity feeds positivity.... I am sending positive signals to ANYONE that will recieve them... PLEASE HELP ME! PLEASE GIVE ME A LIFELINE. I am willing to work hard, I am willing to learn, I am willing to impress. I just need a break, I want someone to see that in me. Please can i just get through this bad patch. I will NOT let it ( Read more... ) -
Mortgages...
So me and Paul finally found a house that we like. Its over budget, obviously, but its really nice. Anyway we have got solicitors in place and had a survey done and a mortgage in principle from HSBC - who have the best rate at the moment. However, we are now worried HSBC won't actually go ahead and give us a mortgage as after a bit of research we ( Read more... ) -
I KNEW IT!!!!
So, after spending the weekend panicking beyond belief and barely sleeping or eating, I went into work Monday to check paperwork. I discovered that there are stickers all over the building that say the hot water is above 50 degrees!!! So no outside agency has EVER picked up on it. AND the fire drills are NOT WRONG. The date he said was a saturday ( Read more... ) -
Work
Wow, where to start? So Work has been pretty insane since coming back in September... We had a child protection issue to deal with that really hit me emotionally. The strain of it can still be seen on me as my skin is like full blown acne along both jaw lines which indicates hormonal stress (or so the internet tells me!). I have conquered the cysts ( Read more... ) -
Skin #1
So, I have been off the pill for almost exactly a year. It's been a rocky ride with some horrendous break outs along the way. I've been so good to stick it out though and perserver. Today my skin is feeling the best it has in the whole year. I am hoping this is the start of my skin finally settling down. I am going to try to keep a track of it over ( Read more... )