i have fallen victim to you ( Read more... )

I'm back! anyways there's been quite a lot going on in the world. This past weekend i had choir solo and ensemble and i got a 1 in both my solo and ensemble. Then the week before we have band solo and ensemble and we got a 1 on our ensemble, so everything musical is going well. I feel accomplished ( Read more... )

so whats new. i went and tried out for all state choir, failed miserably but i'm not to down about it. right when i went to go sing my voice like left me and my voice was all wavery and it wasn't good, oh and i completly skipped a section in a song so yeah lol. any way nothing else really been going on lately, me and lindsay flushed a banana down ( Read more... )

well the past week has been rather eventful, i've spent most of it sleeping at stephen's house because i didn't want to go home or i was either kicked out. it all started wednesday night when i was on the phone asking to go bowling and my dad got in an arguement with my sister for telling the baby to shut up, well then he started yelling at me and ( Read more... )

Lately i have been doing a lot of thinking, mostly about life, death, and what happens after. According to god we go to heaven or hell, the after life, but many people say that death is just the next part of a new journey, what if this life we are living now is just the beginning for something more to come. what if there are more than one stage in ( Read more... )

Right now i feel like the biggest jerk on the face of this earth. All i can think about is how i am going to tell her tomorrow and she is going to burst into tears and her heart will shatter into a million pieces. I like her to much to hurt her, but i don't like her enough to continue the relationship. i guess you can see i'm running into personal ( Read more... )

wow a lot of things have changed this weekend. i am no longer single to start off with. i asked out chloe on friday. i have to get used to this whole, not being single thing, been single for a long time. i am really glad i did it, can't wait for what comes next. i had pre area try outs for choir, and i made it! got 5th chair! they only take 5 ( Read more... )

gah, i can't explain how much i am disappointed. i worked so hard this year in band, and we totally sucked yesterday. mr u was like omg tob this is the biggest competition this year, were going to make finals, blah blah blah. i can't believe that someone came in to early on the last song, everything is quite and u just hear some person start ( Read more... )

i have been so busy lately, i hardly have any time to do anything. right now i should be doing some current events thing for the notebook that i lost and had to copy everything out of it from stephen. that sucked so much, and it makes me mad that i lost it. i searched frantically around the school everywhere, hoping i would find it, but i never did ( Read more... )

well i keep going ot bed later and later as this week progessses and this night is no different as i keep getting home later and later whether is be band practice, sectionals, student council, working with mrs churchill to try and find a college i want to go to or a football game followed by a day of work. i feel like just saying the hell with it ( Read more... )