I havent talked to him in like 8 days and i already misss himm so much . I wonder when exactly he will be in tucson. I know he said june and i cant wait because when i see him im going to run and jump into his arms and give him this huge ass hug and im not going to let go right away . It has been two years maybe more since i have seen him. It sucks ( Read more... )

Yeah im a bit frustrated with my situation right now with my roomates because now nither have a car and who does me and they depend on me for everything like i am supposed to stop my life and give in to there needs. Bul shit i dont i could care less at this point they can walk for all i care im tired of being used by them and it seems to me that i ( Read more... )

Well i Had my vary first valentines day with this guy Blake that now i am with he is a great guy in my eyes. This is how it went i got to his apartment and he had left the door open for me i went into his room and jumped on top of him and we both gave each other the things we had gotten for one another. I gave him the forest gump movie he really ( Read more... )

Yeah i dont know my brother said he was going to come up and see me but he didnt. Oh well thats him though he says he is going to do this and that and then never does. IM not surprised ( Read more... )

Here is whats going on my dad has one of his discs in his back that has gone bad so they are going to have to operate on him . Which when that happen it alll goes well and that my dream was pointless and had nothing to do with this. Hummm then my sister and my mom seem to be okay my mom is having normal problems with my sister she thinks she can ( Read more... )

I think that this is the best way to explain things i havent gotten over for example James. I think its because when two people break up and its clean and everything is said and done both can move on . but when its a messy breakup or things are left unsaid or unresolved its harder to be able to move on with ones life. With me and him its the fact ( Read more... )

James has emailed me and i dont know why and i think what i am going to end up doing is emailing him asking him to please inform me of his intentions . Because i am simply tired of being the one that gets hurt . I fall in love with him and he gets married and i get hurt and then he starts talking to me again and what happens again i get hurt . I am ( Read more... )

I know that with moving up here i would lose touch with alot of my friends but geeze i only have very few that keep in contact with me . Some that i thought i wouldnt lose seems like i have and it sucks. I have thought about moving back to tucson once my lease is up but then again its too soon to make that choice. I know i complain about being ( Read more... )

Im so excited that im moving out of my aunts tommarrow into my own place it will be great.Ive wanted this for sooo long to have my freedom and be able to call someplace mine and i dont have to follow anyones rules i can do what i have to do ( Read more... )

There is this guy at work that just pisses me off the other nite he was telling me how smart he is and how i am not as smart as him. i laughed so hard when he said that . I was thinking im talking 12 credit hours which is a full time student and he is only taking one class . Im going for a career that will take 4 years and he is only going for two ( Read more... )