This is whats going down lol
Yeah im a bit frustrated with my situation right now with my roomates because now nither have a car and who does me and they depend on me for everything like i am supposed to stop my life and give in to there needs. Bul shit i dont i could care less at this point they can walk for all i care im tired of being used by them and it seems to me that i am required more to buy food then they are and the funny thing is they both make more money then i do. Which i think this is all fucked up. Then there is the fact that i dont have much of a social life at all the only times i go out are with my co workers or every now and then with some of my guy friends . So im really looking forward to moving back to tucson and i have to admit sam was right i shouldnt have moved up here in the first place . the only thing i got out of it was a little bit of growing up as far as living on my own and changing my lifestyle meaning i go to the gym now. Oh yeah and a better job but thats about it . two out of the three i could have done down in tucson with time. The only thing that i wouldnt have been able to do so soon was move out on my own but thats about it. Dating i have to say sucks here and my cuzin says that its because Phx has more pretty girls. which hey thats only because the population is larger. which makes it suck for me because im lonly when it comes to having a boyfriend. Because the thing with blake is not going to work one he just drinks way to much and then he wants to make me do things i dont want to do and im not cool with being told what to do . I mean if he asked and we talked about it and i still said no and he was fine then maybe we would have had a better chance of being togather. anyways enough of this i got to go home and then to the gym i go!