well well
Here is whats going on my dad has one of his discs in his back that has gone bad so they are going to have to operate on him . Which when that happen it alll goes well and that my dream was pointless and had nothing to do with this. Hummm then my sister and my mom seem to be okay my mom is having normal problems with my sister she thinks she can take care of herself and she wants to do as she wants. normal teenager things . Then there is my brother sometimes i dont know if i should be worried or if i should be like okay he will be fine he is a big boy . Just with the fact that i see him and i want to help him but i cant so all i can do is tell him that im here for him and that i love him to death as i do the rest of my family. Ill have to say lately i have been thinking about moving back to tucson more and more but i wont be able to till november. I think i got this out of my system but one of the main reasons why i left was so i could have my own life and not be so wrapped up in whats going on with my family. It was draining to be there all the time and seee alll of what was going on with my bro . I mean i can help just as much up here as i can there so um yeah .