boy do i seem to fuck everything up. I don't know why i even bother sometimes. I haven't been like this before, but suddenly i've become this total ass. Nothing seems to go right. When i try to be funny, people cry, when i laugh, they get depressed, when i'm sad, it just makes it all worse, and when i'm like this, i begin to doubt a purpose for ( Read more... )

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You know what i just realized? I'm not as amazing as i thought i was. Ya, it's true...i am a fucking self-absorbed kid with a ginormous ego who only cares about himself. To think i wasn't was just pure folly. No one in the long run will remember me, no one who doesn't know me now cares, nor should they, and just cuz i look at myself and think i ( Read more... )

oh, how i so wish it....


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ok, i know this may be an odd request, but those of you who read this and come over to my house sometimes, i would appreciate it if we didn't make any physical contact infront of my parents. And when i say none, i mean, none...not even hugs. But when they aren't around it's ok. And i want you to know this has nothing to do with you, but all to ( Read more... )

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Ugh, this is the second time i am doing this entry, cuz i accidentally puched some weird buttons and it deleted all that i had written, and i can't retrieve it....grrrr, it was going soo good too ( Read more... )

"The Producers" fucking ROCKS!!! It was soooo good, i want to see it again. I wish i could see good stuff like that all the time. Alas, no, but it was still an amazing performance. Especially since the guy who played Hitler was gay in the play. Hella funny. I highly recommend it.

k, here is for you dis picture

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v345/silverspyder_ghost/PHTO00152.jpg

and incase you can't read what it says...

face - rape me

arm - touch me

chest - lick me

stomach - blow me

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