So things are going okay so far...i decided where i am going to live...i move in next week. i decided to go for the apartment that donnies sister Krissy owns w/ her husband John...its really nice...its in Ft.Thomas but actually its only like 5 minutes from where I live now...if even that far...but Im pretty excited. The rent isnt bad considering it ( Read more... )

i feel like anger and frustration are taking over my life...i just keep thinking over and over again in my head how unfair things have been in the past few weeks esp this past week ( Read more... )

i need to make some changes in my life....im not where i want to be or with who i want to be with...i need to decide whats important and make these changes no matter how hard it is...and its killing me to do it but i need to be honest and fair to myself....i need to be selfish and not think about who i am going to be upsetting in the process of ( Read more... )

so donnie and i had a chat last night and he admitted to me that the problems in the relationship are completely HIS fault and not due to anything ive done wrong....thats relieving and frustrating at the same time because im the "do-er" in the relationship....like i get shit taken care of and i get everything done and i stay on top of things and ( Read more... )

So I feel really unhappy all the time and i dont know why or what to do about it...it like...makes me second think everything and i feel like no matter what i do in my life i will never reach a place where i am happy....i talked about this with donnie the other nite...i keep thinking that once im done w/ college ill be happy....but then ill have ( Read more... )

I often think about moving out...and living by myself and how wonderful it would be....i love my apartment though...like the location and stuff....and i dunno i think i mite want to just get an apt by myself....the only thing i wouldnt like was having those nights when im home alone....but really it wouldnt be that different than it is now...i dont ( Read more... )

I havent posted in this in a while and I had some free time so i figured i mite as well...so i went to the doctor about my OCD and he def. agreed that I have OCD and didnt seem surprised at all...apparently its fairly common in women around my age esp. women who have suffered with anxiety in the past...its genetic also so im sure i get alot of it ( Read more... )

I should be doing homework right now but I don’t feel like it and I have all day tomorrow (when I don’t have class! Woot woot!) to do it so I wont worry too much…uhm…so classes started and things are a lot better then I thought they would be…in some respects at least…I have 2 classes with Natasha which is awesome because she is really fun and its ( Read more... )

so...im getting restless...i REALLY REALLY dont want to go back to school but i am restless because everyone else is already back and im just being a bum literally sleeping until 2 in the afternoon and like MAYBE running a few errands if i can even think of an errand to run haha i want to work out like everyday but i hate GOING to work out by ( Read more... )

I am so glad that it is 2007…maybe I can wash away 2006 the way that I wash away the smell of stale cigarettes after a long night of drinking….2006 makes me ill to think about…it was horrible….absolutely horrible I can honestly barely think of a single redeeming event that occurred in 2006…almost everything I did and was involved w/ I am utterly ( Read more... )