i am of the opinion that girls shaving their legs is totally unnatural and the automatic expectation of silky smooth legs is unfair and ridiculous and the whole concept of it is just fucking weird and i am on two and a half months of not shaving mine and it has nothing to do with "growing in my winter coat" or taking a stand for women or any of ( Read more... )

in two hours and fifteen minutes, i will be 20 years old. i didn't ever think my 20th birthday would feel so strange and surreal. i'm not sure why, exactly. its not like i've had a difficult life and can say something like 'i can't believe i've made it this far' or anything like that. i'm not sure, i'm not sure. it's just odd. and i can't help but ( Read more... )

i do believe i broke my left foot or sprained it at the very least, it hurts like nothing i've ever felt and it is all swollen. and also, i am sick and there is no one to take care of me. i walked home from work last night in flip flops in the wind and rain because it wasnt windy or rainy when i left for work. so i woke up this morning with a ( Read more... )

it is so weird to me that a year ago today, i was starting my first year of classes at york, i would have been in my anthropology tutorial this minute and i knew exactly where i wanted to be in my life and now, i have no clue what i am doing. i don't mind it though, i don't feel like a failure for taking time off and i don't feel like i'm wasting ( Read more... )

the wedding was good even though everyone there hates mom, becca and i and maintained a four foot perimeter around us at the reception, we just kept making each other laugh (the three of us were easily the rowdiest people there because we figured they already hate us, we might as well have some fun) and drink beer and screwdrivers and everytime we' ( Read more... )

so i am home for a week! i got in yesterday morning and i was super tired since i had to wake up at 4:30 but i slept a little on the plane so that was good. my dad and zack were there to meet me at the airport, i almost died of happiness when i saw my brother, he is now only half an inch shorter than i am and i hate that i feel like a little person ( Read more... )

i am exploding with excitment right now. i am making an actual REAL food right now. as in, a meal. not kraft dinner or frozen pizza or toast with peanut butter. i am making stew. all on my own. no can openers required. this is huge for me ( Read more... )

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its reading week. i have lots of stuff to do and will be able to get it done over the next week or so. i don't have much to say but i hope everyone is doing well. i want to come home and see everyone but i won't be able to do that until early april after school is over. i'm getting tired quickly of the campus atmosphere and the only place i want to ( Read more... )

i just shaved my legs for the first time in weeks. there was a sense of loss as i was doing it and they feel nice but i kinda want the hair back ( Read more... )