Comments | thisisnotmylj: i hate parents....i hate being someones daughter...i hate school.....i hate life.....i hate it all..

thisisnotmylj

i hate parents....i hate being someones daughter...i hate school.....i hate life.....i hate it all..

Apr 15, 2003 20:19

Today my mom and dad came to visit. they bought me lots of stuff then took me out to dinner. how sweet of them. my mom then did what she does best: made me feel like a completely worthless waste of human flesh. thats rite her fav thing to do. she told me how i was gettin fatter and uglier. and how lazy i was and that i am not doin enuf work. and ( Read more... )

mom, hate

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cdcizme April 15 2003, 17:29:49 UTC

*hugz* i know what will make you feel better....

*Has Sex With You* *Twice*

:) I Love You Malli :)

*MMMMUUUUUUUUAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH*

*Does Stupid Churchy Dance and Wiggle To Entertain You*

*Makes Up Song On Spot*

IIIIIIIIIII LOVVVVVVVVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE MAAAAAAAALLLLLLLIIIIIIIII *To The Theme of 2001: A Space Odesey*

MMMMK, ill go now, you need me you know how to get ahold of me :)

Adios Hun, Lots of Love,

~Churchy-boy~ :)

Re: thisisnotmylj April 15 2003, 19:15:36 UTC

your such a dork...why arent u at ucf with me....hmmm? thats ok cuz i probably wont be here for long blargh....

cdcizme April 15 2003, 20:28:17 UTC

well come to USF with me ! ! ! Im better than all those peeps up there :)

PS Dont tell them that, cause they might try to convice you otherwise, but always remember, Churchy is always right...

SO SAYETH THE SHEPPARD ! ! !

SO SAYETH THE FLOCK ! ! !

:)

~Churchy

Re: thisisnotmylj April 15 2003, 23:15:45 UTC

churchy is awesome...yeah...but i dont wanna go to USF...to close to the evil bitch...u know who i mean....*sigh*

bittyeek April 16 2003, 17:31:09 UTC

Yeah..USF SUCKS ASS..I go there too unfortunately...but not much longer....hehe..I head over to FSU in August =) Come visit me!!

Re: thisisnotmylj April 16 2003, 21:11:20 UTC

alrite...if only i had a car...hehe...but u should come visit me...well have mad parties...are you still unattached...cuz i know all the mad hot boyz (not really but i pretend) anyways....come visit me we'll have fun *hugs*
<3me<3

bittyeek April 16 2003, 21:55:44 UTC

Yes I will definitely come visit as soon as I buy my new car..yay...that will be around June-ish..but no mad hot boyz..I have one who is absolutely wonderful that I have been with for almost 3 months named Joe. I will add a pic of us on my livejournal soon.*hugs back*
<3 M

Re: thisisnotmylj April 16 2003, 21:59:26 UTC

oooh...good news...thats awesome... :o) i cant wait to see pictures...you should bring him along... :o)

Break the chains starrla April 16 2003, 23:01:26 UTC

Yeah, I thought I was the only one with major mom problems. If it helps, I smewhat knw what youre gon through. I got hysterical crying cuz I was afraid to be stuck in that damn house with her again. But, I do have to say that your mom seems even worse than minein the cruelty department. I've seen you and I was tellin David that you were pretty and seemed realy cool. Oh and dont do anything stupid- believe me its not worth it. If t comes down to it, dont go home. Find a way to support yourself and be free. Oh and surround yourself with friends, that helps for me. Dont let phome convos with her get to you. Well, I'm still sorta goin through crap right now too so thats all ive figured out so far. Lemme knw if you wanna talk- or just HANG OUT- CUZ WE WERE SUPPOSED TO!! Ok I'm done. =)

Re: Break the chains thisisnotmylj April 17 2003, 09:51:33 UTC

haha we were supposed to! you should im me one day on my new sn punkducky6 since aol decided to be a bitch and suspend my old one...those @ssholes grrrr...anyways ill talk to ya later :o) *hugs*

about the parents anonymous April 17 2003, 15:26:32 UTC

Your parents, mother in particular, are shitty for not letting you take it easy. Nobody should have to take more than 9 hrs. over the summer. But you also have to consider they're not the worst parents ever. Many parents completely neglect, physically/sexually abuse, and/or do nothing for their children. My parents gave me nothing for my college years--I had to pay for rent, tuition, books, and food all on my own--and I lost my job sophomore year. They also came up to visit me (they lived 2 1/2 hrs away) exactly one time in all 4 years of college. I'll be graduating in May, and I don't think they'll show up to see me at commencement. It seems like your parents are doing everything right in most respects, besides a serious lack of emotional support. That's life tho'. Hate to sound mean, but you're 19, and an "adult." They have no legal responsibility for you whatsoever. Would you rather they give you nothing and have to work 40 hrs. a week just for a place to live and school? I was down to 1 normal meal a day sophomore year, usually ( ... )

I know its not so bad..... thisisnotmylj April 17 2003, 19:31:50 UTC

Yeah it doesnt seem so bad anymore...i was just upset when i wrote that because well my mom pissed me off...its not that bad...shes just a bitch...most peoples moms are...so it doesnt matter...why are you anonymous???

anonymous anonymous April 20 2003, 02:14:06 UTC

I think anonymity is a huge comfort. It allows people to be more honest. Let's say your friend asked you how her hair looked after cutting/dying it. You're not good enough friends to where you can tell her the truth, but you don't want her to look bad either. Rather than hurting her feelings (and possibly your friendship) you send an anonymous post to her lj that her natural color was really beautiful, and she should definitely go back to it. See how anonymity helps things out sometimes? And don't worry about who I am...more important to your life is what I say. Little joke/hint there. I'll never post anything bad anonymously. Good luck my friend.

Re: anonymous thisisnotmylj April 20 2003, 16:30:35 UTC

ok your point is valid but think about this...when someone says things to you that are personal (its more then just ur hair looks bad) then you'd like to know who is saying it...if you are my friend...id like to know who you are....you realize that this is goin to drive me insane until i find out who you are..?? Maybe its just my personality. i dont know...but it would be really cool if i knew who was posting to my journal....anonymous posts kill me...i keep thinkin about it and wonderin who it could be and im not really much for guessing games...it just annoys me...i guess if u really dont want me to know who you are theres nothing i can do about it...but it would be make me alot happier if i knew...whatever u think of me you should be able to tell me w/o having to hide who u are...i dont think its so bad...oh well..i guess i have to learn to deal with it...:oP