i hate parents....i hate being someones daughter...i hate school.....i hate life.....i hate it all..
Today my mom and dad came to visit. they bought me lots of stuff then took me out to dinner. how sweet of them. my mom then did what she does best: made me feel like a completely worthless waste of human flesh. thats rite her fav thing to do. she told me how i was gettin fatter and uglier. and how lazy i was and that i am not doin enuf work. and that if i dont stop being so shitty shes gonna make me come home. well this is a note for her to never see. id rather die. yes id rather die then live with her ever again. so if it comes down to downing 3 bottles of ephedra or something then living with her its gonna happen. maybe a little get really really drunk and then jump off a high building will work too. whatever it takes to keep me away from her. i hate her and im sick of her bullshit. as if i dont have enuf to deal with i dont need her tellin me im shit. i hate it so much. now shes angry that im ONLY takin 9 hrs this summer...yes only...she thinks im wastin her money that she has to pay for my rent and such to keep me in o-town. shed rather me go back to seminole and find a job....so im gonna try to get a job here...very important bc i dont want to have to see her...i hate her goddamit she hates me why did i get stuck with this shit. why does she think my life is just so fuckin easy. like i should be takin 25 credit hours and a full time job or im not worth anyuthing. fuck you mom. dammit....im done...im goin to walmart to see if they are hiring........heres a stupid quiz.................anyone have a loaded gun they dont need for a few minutes....*sigh*