I miss talking to my sisters...

I feel weird and depressed. All self-confidence I once had has now dimenished. I was doing so well too. I'm sick of writing about my depression but I guess I need to write it somewhere. My mom is a bitch and that is all that can be said about her. I've said it before and I'm gonna say it again...MY MOM IS THE REASON MY LIFE IS SOO FUCKED UP. ( Read more... )

So, yea... I'm updating due to the constant my request of my friends. Many things are going through my head at the moment. Things such as me being a bad boyfriend, who my true friends are, why my life can be soo fucked up and then so great and then so fucked up again. Things like why in the hell I let people walk all over me with no complaints, ( Read more... )

BRITTANY, DON'T BE MAD AT ME. I REALLY DO WANNA HANG OUT WITH YOU AND WE ARE GOING TO VERY SOON. I LOVE YOU KIDDO.

Sooooo bored...

Another goal I have is to have my own clothing store and maybe... a line too(just adding to my goals in the previous entry)!! Well, just a thought.
~Saiid

Thinking about the new year has got me thinking about my life. Honestly, I don't think I am a very good person. I'm so selfish, thats probably why I still don't have "someone" or atleast "someone" that actually wants to be with me. I don't even know if the person I'm "dating" even likes me. Okay, see! Prime example... I'm talking about myself ( Read more... )

Its been a very long time since I've updated. But I'm back. Well, things have been goin pretty good for me. Hopefully a relationship with a certain peron will work out. I am so happy to be out of school. Alot of stress of my back( finals and such). I passed all my finals, acutally my fianl exam brought my grades up, which is always good. Can't ( Read more... )

Lastnight ended up being pretty good afterall. Me and Danielle went out to eat, then to borders, then to the movies... I had a blast. We tried to meet up with Heather but I lost her cell phone number so we were both at Stonecrest but couldn't get in touch with each other( I love you mucho Heather). Danielle, I love you so much, your soo awesome ( Read more... )

I feel embarassed and stupid everytime I try and explain why I CANCELLED my plans today to be with my family so I can be with my friends, just to top ff everything else