Why?
So, yea... I'm updating due to the constant my request of my friends. Many things are going through my head at the moment. Things such as me being a bad boyfriend, who my true friends are, why my life can be soo fucked up and then so great and then so fucked up again. Things like why in the hell I let people walk all over me with no complaints, why I spread myself so thinly, why my grades are soo bad and how i let myself get to that point. Sometimes i feel like there is no one that is there for me when I'm feeling low. I'm always there for my friends( well, i'd like to think i am). I try to tell myself that i'm gonna do this and that differently but i never follow through. I've recently come to the conclusion that my mother, no matter how much i love her, is the reason for my life being so fucked up. By reading this, one would think that I'm depressed at the moment but that really isn't the case, I'm really quite content.. i'm just venting what I've been thinking for awhile. Ok guys, i wrote..u should be proud.