OK... so I was just reading past journal entries that I wrote a while back. Things have changed so much since the beginning of my sophomore year. I've changed. Friendships have changed. People have changed. It's just kinda surreal to read past entries and wonder what I was thinking. I think at this moment I'm the most secure that have been in ( Read more... )

Jennifer, Holly, Danielle, Marissa... I'll be home soon. I miss you guys like crazy. Brittany.. I dunno what I'm gonna do without you. Love you guys.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRITTANY!!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU!

TOMORROW IS JENNIFER TODD'S BIRTHDAY!!!! WOO HOO!!

I'm feel so empty. so restless. so lonely. theres really no point in me writing this, i've already informed everyone of this. no matter how much i talk about it, its still there. where is he? can't live like this much longer. can't do this anymore. sure, everyone is lonely at one time or another... but its been my entire life. and people ( Read more... )

I'm getting my hair cut soon...

How did I know this was gonna happen? I just knew that there would be something wrong and this was gonna happen. It seems to happen every time so I don't know why I expected anything different this time. Its ok though and I really don't care anymore. I give up trying to do things. I don't even think I want to anymore.

I have a feeling I'm not gonna be doing anything today...

I need someone...

Listening to Billy Holiday, thinking about life, missing close friends.