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Bring 'em home ABBIE HOFFMAN Benefit Poster

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cat power. moon pix. colors and the kids. repeat.
silence. exhaustion. fustration. absence. forgetful?
tomahawk. comfort. fear. clips. hiding. screaming. smiles boxed. dancing.

i don't recall when things got so complicated. jl is crying about how much he's in love with me. i'm infatuated with someone i hardly know and all i really want is for *fred to ask me to come to philadelphia and be with him. i want my life to progress to the next step and that is stupid because i'm in a job with no security. i have bills out the ( Read more... )

oh.
what in the hell is going on in my head!!!!!

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sat. 3:15am napkin notes from the lamp & cocktail:
no one wants to leave because there's nothing to go to. but even worse there's no reason to stay. dead ends on one ways. comfort in crowds of solitude. desire demands my all. faith forgotten. failure foreseen and fortune to find me.

dear.
thankyou. i felt you today. i don't know how you knew i needed you ... i hope you knew i was there too.
it's starting to hurt again. only because i'm realizing how we are like eachothers counter part. i need to talk myself into not dialing every day.

ugh. things are just estranged ( Read more... )

crawling inside of myself ( Read more... )

alcohol makes you a lonely person.

he showed up. for the two minutes before he walked into the store i could feel my heart beating in my stomach and thought i was going to be sick. i turned around and just smirked. than i didn't make eye contact with him for a good hour. he looked like Che Guevara - but not as accomplished. we talked about nonsense shit for a while. i cried a little ( Read more... )

i want to see jeff. i miss him.

i'm not disappointed about x. not visiting - i'm annoyed. i'm disappointed jeff had to post pone (hopefully not cancel) his trip.

yesterday was a good day. my abbie hoffman video came. and jeff's zine (incredible writing as always) - which also included a note and an abbie hoffman pin he made me. <3 <3 <3 ( Read more... )