I missed my shrink apointment yesterday. DAMN. Pissed me off, but by the time I woke up, it was way pass due... it was 1700. I got floated the night before to Methodist, and it was a sucky float.. and a really boring 1-1. A 1-1 that didnt' need to be a 1-1, but at any rate... got home and crashed. And that was the end of that ( Read more... )

Yes, we are.

By the way, if you would ever like to chat, I would
truly love to talk to you. (I no longer use yahoo
messenger w/kgallenberg as the ID due to so many
problems with not getting messages; I mainly use MSN
messenger)

Hmmm... guess I will be in thearpy for awhile...

Are you and Florian still together ( Read more... )

Kara ( Read more... )

Bob called me today, for a lunch date to discuss the pageant. I had laid down and took a nap, and the phone rang about 11:30. It was my sister. She smalled talked for awhile and wanted to know if I had talked to anyone outside the "family" that I hadn't heard from in a long time. I didn't know what she was getting at, and took somewhat of a scare ( Read more... )

Turn off the mobile, and your land line. Lock the doors.

Put in Madonna "Ray of light" cd.

Listen to 9 and 10. Tracks 9 and 10. Over and over and over and over and over and over and over.

Then you will know what Karla and I are trying to tell you...

Kara only has power over you, if you give her that power..

John is in a pissy mood. Not sure what is going on with him. It seems that he is a major rut, whree nothing is going right.. wish there was something I could do, to fix all that ( Read more... )

Didn't acomplish a damn thing this weekend. Well my floors are scrubbed, the dishes done. SO hopefully, if I stay awake, I can accomplish some major things: bills, and find out what my week will be like ( Read more... )

I've sold all the cd's we bought ( Read more... )

Kara is something that I am going to need to work through. I have a plethora of questions, and not alot of answers. This isn't where I saw us going. In California, I thought alot about her, and our relationship. Basically her. I'm angry. I'm hurt. I blame myself. Yet I was really backed into a corner. She (basicaly florian) but her decsion was that ( Read more... )