Dreams. Come. In Waves. Months without any, and then WHAM BAM-more brain food than I know what to do with. In which case, this type of food is unable to be throw in tupperware and frozen to devour later ( Read more... )

Jingle (aka John), used to always use the phrase six degrees of Kevin Bacon. In his language translated, six degrees of seperation. The premise being that in a group of strangers, there is usually 6 people away that you know. Although that description, is quite vauge ( Read more... )

I missed my shrink apointment yesterday. DAMN. Pissed me off, but by the time I woke up, it was way pass due... it was 1700. I got floated the night before to Methodist, and it was a sucky float.. and a really boring 1-1. A 1-1 that didnt' need to be a 1-1, but at any rate... got home and crashed. And that was the end of that ( Read more... )

Gone. John e-mailed me awhile ago. saying that he wants out. That he hates drag, that he purhcaced his cars without the help of "daddy". That I am foolish. That he wants me to leave him alone. Well fuck me for wanting to spend time with him. Excuse me, but I thought we were in a relationship?!? Maybe i was wrong.. maybe i was right, maybe men are ( Read more... )

Trees and Magma said that I had "alot on my plate" and I responded that I always get a second helping. Today/Tonight/Right now.. does that ever hold true ( Read more... )

Well the week is almos over. 4 more shifts of work, and 9 days before I head out on yet another big adventure to Europe. What a hell week ( Read more... )

Since John felt his Hair appointment was more important than me, I decided fuck it. Last night Dad menioned that we could meet up with Rosemary, and go gambling. I liked this idea. I purposely shut off my cell phone, and we went, washed my car, had lunch with mom, and then went to Rosemary's. Picked her up, and headed to the boat. Had a really good ( Read more... )

I wrote here last night, and wouldn't you know, there was a computer glich and it didn't save. Damn ( Read more... )

John and I met a few months prior to me moving to Rochester, MN. As I write this, I'm recalling all of the things we did. Acutally it was shortly before I graduated from Clarke. He went with me to Edna's daughters gradutation party, he took me to boards, we hung out--alot. He took me to Iowa city to run in a pageant there.... After moving up here, ( Read more... )

Turn off the mobile, and your land line. Lock the doors.

Put in Madonna "Ray of light" cd.

Listen to 9 and 10. Tracks 9 and 10. Over and over and over and over and over and over and over.

Then you will know what Karla and I are trying to tell you...

Kara only has power over you, if you give her that power..