Thursday Night Journal Update
Well the week is almos over. 4 more shifts of work, and 9 days before I head out on yet another big adventure to Europe. What a hell week.
Monday: Got home from work, and the adrenaline was still pumping. The problem was, I had enough booze, but nothing to mix it with, and rum straight isn't the greatest. I was up till 10:00 a.m. and then crashed. when I woke up, I had a hard time falling back to sleep, and I really did't sleep again until Tuesday night. I putz around, worked on Rob's dress, cleaned, and just hung low..
Tuesday Morning I drove down to see John. We met in Prarie at Huckelberries. It was good to see him, and we mended our ways from our disagreement the previous Thrusday. I am really attracted to him, and enjoy him a great deal. He makes me feel normal... if you will... He really enjoyed the Cadilac brouchere I tracked down for him... if he only knew what else I had for him 8-). I managed to track down 2 rare books and will send them to him when I am away. Left Prarie in a snow storm, and got To UW-L for this suposedly drag meeting, that Rob said was going to take place, but it didn't, and that kind of pissed me off, in fact he wasn't even going to attend. Point blanke, it was a waist of my time, and I didn't appreciate it at all. They wanted me to show up on Wed for this video tape thing, and I told them, NO WAY in hell.... and it was a good decicsion. Once I got home, I crashed, and then woke up early WEd morning. My yoga class was a totaly joke. I couldn't focus to save my life, and that was problematic. I just couldn't focus. I was basically having the all american freak out.
Thrusday: Met with Dr. Martin. He said to keep on the Zoloft for another year and see him at that time. Great guy.
Tomarrow i perform at UW-L. And I am not ready. O well... cest la vie
Monday: Got home from work, and the adrenaline was still pumping. The problem was, I had enough booze, but nothing to mix it with, and rum straight isn't the greatest. I was up till 10:00 a.m. and then crashed. when I woke up, I had a hard time falling back to sleep, and I really did't sleep again until Tuesday night. I putz around, worked on Rob's dress, cleaned, and just hung low..
Tuesday Morning I drove down to see John. We met in Prarie at Huckelberries. It was good to see him, and we mended our ways from our disagreement the previous Thrusday. I am really attracted to him, and enjoy him a great deal. He makes me feel normal... if you will... He really enjoyed the Cadilac brouchere I tracked down for him... if he only knew what else I had for him 8-). I managed to track down 2 rare books and will send them to him when I am away. Left Prarie in a snow storm, and got To UW-L for this suposedly drag meeting, that Rob said was going to take place, but it didn't, and that kind of pissed me off, in fact he wasn't even going to attend. Point blanke, it was a waist of my time, and I didn't appreciate it at all. They wanted me to show up on Wed for this video tape thing, and I told them, NO WAY in hell.... and it was a good decicsion. Once I got home, I crashed, and then woke up early WEd morning. My yoga class was a totaly joke. I couldn't focus to save my life, and that was problematic. I just couldn't focus. I was basically having the all american freak out.
Thrusday: Met with Dr. Martin. He said to keep on the Zoloft for another year and see him at that time. Great guy.
Tomarrow i perform at UW-L. And I am not ready. O well... cest la vie