Gone
Gone. John e-mailed me awhile ago. saying that he wants out. That he hates drag, that he purhcaced his cars without the help of "daddy". That I am foolish. That he wants me to leave him alone. Well fuck me for wanting to spend time with him. Excuse me, but I thought we were in a relationship?!? Maybe i was wrong.. maybe i was right, maybe men are the MOST FUCKED UP SPECIES on this earth. O.k. Maybe everyting is fucked up. I am so fucking pissed right now, that I could spit nails. It isn't fair. It isn't fair to get my heart stomped on, and crushed, for something that I didnt do. I didnt do anything wrong. O.k. so was it wrong that I checked up on him, gave him space. Obvisoulsely he could of wrote me prior, or did it better than through a fucking e-mail. A god damn fucking e-mail. Well darling, we have been through this before, and this is the LAST straw. FUCK FUCK FUCK. O.k. I just dont' get where he gets off. FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK
FUCK
FUCK