Reflections
I missed my shrink apointment yesterday. DAMN. Pissed me off, but by the time I woke up, it was way pass due... it was 1700. I got floated the night before to Methodist, and it was a sucky float.. and a really boring 1-1. A 1-1 that didnt' need to be a 1-1, but at any rate... got home and crashed. And that was the end of that.
Of course, I am now wide awake, pretty much for my "day". SInce my days and nights are backwards, and it just as well. Having thoughts about kara. I am going to take the matters in my own hands. If she wanted to "truely love to talk to me" she would of done it alot sonner and not waited for me to make any move, and/or play these games with contacting Patrick Butler. Come on, like I wasn't going to find out. What type of person does she think she is....
I don't regret befriender her, the same way I don't regret getting involved with John. Each of them have taught me something about myself, and that has been with me throughout my life. That is something you just cant' take away. People come in your life for a reason... there was a reason why the both of them came in, and a reason why they left. The reason why they left isn't as important as before.... it's just time to move on.. to turn the page, and I feel very good about this.
Of course, I am now wide awake, pretty much for my "day". SInce my days and nights are backwards, and it just as well. Having thoughts about kara. I am going to take the matters in my own hands. If she wanted to "truely love to talk to me" she would of done it alot sonner and not waited for me to make any move, and/or play these games with contacting Patrick Butler. Come on, like I wasn't going to find out. What type of person does she think she is....
I don't regret befriender her, the same way I don't regret getting involved with John. Each of them have taught me something about myself, and that has been with me throughout my life. That is something you just cant' take away. People come in your life for a reason... there was a reason why the both of them came in, and a reason why they left. The reason why they left isn't as important as before.... it's just time to move on.. to turn the page, and I feel very good about this.