My marriage is not going well right now. My husband has some kind of mental disorder... he could be bipolar, but I don't know. Every 1-2 weeks or so, he'll verbally abuse me and explode with anger, and then he'll say sorry through tears after the fact. In between the episodes, he can be the sweetest husband. But he will always have an episode of ( Read more... )

my new rebecca minkoff mini mac came in the mail today!


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Watching how I met your mother with hubby on the couch. Its been such a long day... I've worked 10 hours today. Haven't lost any weight yet... even though I've been working out and eating much more healthy... I feel like weight takes 1 week to catch up with new habits ( Read more... )

I have decided to take up journaling again, for the time being. I think it will help me get back on track with losing weight. Lets see here.... so during my last post in September I was 123.0 lbs.... and now, after all the new years and christmas celebrations I just weighed myself at 126.6... I honestly haven't weighed myself in over a month now so ( Read more... )

cw: 123.0lbs ( Read more... )

Home alone. Husband is out with a friend and I am just sitting here, eating old fashioned oats, and chilliinnnnn. read some harry potter, and now I think I'm gonna watch breaking bad on netflix for the first time. normally I don't really gravitate towards shows like that, but EVERYONE keeps telling me how good it is... so here it goes. Have you ( Read more... )

I honestly don't remember what my weight was this morning, but I think it was about 124.0lbs or less. No more eating today, I need to lose this weight! I'm getting so lazy with counting my calories... its not working out, I need to very strictly count ever single last calorie I eat, because then I can't make generalizations and eat more than I'm ( Read more... )

This is going to be a blog about reflecting on all the things in my life I can be happy and thank God for
and in the end I go off on a religious tangent, so I'm putting it all in the cut in case you don't want to read religious stuff.

I thank God that:
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cw: 122.6 ( Read more... )

cw: 123.8

I am exhausted. After a full days work, I danced and taught dance for about 6 hours. I am so incredibly sore right now. I had to be up at 4:30 am this morning. and now I have to go. I may update later if I get the chance.

~Sparrow