How do you go about telling a friend something you know they will not want to hear? Should you keep your lips sealed and hope they find out soon, then be there for them when they do...acting like you had no idea. Should you spill the beans and face the chance that they don't believe you or doubt what you tell them?

If I am going to slip, i'm going to fucking leap and enjoy the fall ( Read more... )

It is so weird how much music effects my whole mood. I stumble across Country Roads by The LACS, which was my theme song last fall/winter, and it gave me chills just listening to it. I actually felt like I should throw on a coat and some knit boats and drive around on dirt roads with it on repeat. It also gave me that god awful sense of coming down ( Read more... )

Bare with me for a few, or just scroll down to someone else's page ( Read more... )

It bugs me when people complain about their life and while doing so, they put down general groups of people. I could very well say..."I hate people who do this and that" but in all reality...I like some people w stupid tattoos, dumb music choices, etc. If I hate you, its on a more personal level...and for your traits not interests ( Read more... )

Can't sleep. Achy, restless, sound familiar?I am stupid. I was just here a year ago. Except I had already lost all that I thought I could! Except I am wrong. Today I walked out mad and ran away from the only person willing to love me.

I can't believe I still think about you, and worse than just thinking about you...I catch myself doing things that would disappoint you and I stop. Why in the world do you control me in such ways? And you have no idea of any of this. I swear I don't love you, for gods sake I am engaged, and might I add...not to you. You're not the same person I ( Read more... )

+i have to finish these towel wraps before Wednesday...I love sewing ( Read more... )

The loneliest feeling is being with someone and filling empty and alone. And when you try to fill that void in other places, it ends up you're only lonely inside.

I'm trying to get my life in complete and fully functional order. Not for anyone else but for me, and my satisfaction/well being. But does that mean saying good bye to people I thought were my friends? Possibly, but not in a "we're through, bye!" way...more like, I'm going to do my thing and see what happens from there ( Read more... )