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[thewaker]

I can't believe I still think about you, and worse than just thinking about you...I catch myself doing things that would disappoint you and I stop. Why in the world do you control me in such ways? And you have no idea of any of this. I swear I don't love you, for gods sake I am engaged, and might I add...not to you. You're not the same person I

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[noinjustice]

i know how you feel, and for me that was what 3 years ago now? it is still as bad as they day it started. and the dreams are the worst....because everything is ok there.

[thewaker]

So when the hell does it all stop and go away? I'd be better off if I had no contact w you know who but I can't help it.

[noinjustice]

yeah...and i've had no contact and it still sucks.. thats life?