It's funny how things change! When I was 15 I wanted to get married right out of high school, I had no desire to go to college, I just wanted to be a Mom and live "happily ever after". It was young and naive, but that was what i wanted, and I'm sure if I had found someone who could support me and treated me well I would have done it. Thank god no ( Read more... )

so....i am now a college graduate, thats weird. it's only an AA, but how did that happen? i dont really remember working for it. this is going to be the summer of love, not IN LOVE, but just love. the kind of love that i find in menial everyday things like going to the beach. i have a LOOOOOONG break until i go back to school in october, so i am ( Read more... )

i should be out having fun right now, but i'm not 21 so i always get left behind. yes, i am having a pity party. so...whats new with me?....dont ask. i'm tired and i work early tomorrow i guess i should go to bed, or talk some more jibberish here. i think bed is winning!? i was going to go to knotts berry farm today, but we got there and saw how ( Read more... )

Please tell me what's wrong with me...i haven't talked to my former best friend in over a month and i don't miss her. contrary to popular belief, this friend of mine was nothing more than a shopping buddy of mine. we went to south coast plaza, fashion valley, horton plaza, ate a ton of food and went to a few shows. this friendship was completely ( Read more... )

yesterday i went to santa rosa plateau. i had an epiphany or three while i was there. i haven't felt so peaceful in a LONG time. lately i've been fighting myself, if that makes any sense. obviously, i'm at a stalemate since i can't win or lose in this battle. i cannot steer this ship to a safe harbor, and i'm feeling really vulnerable for many ( Read more... )

i have no good excuse for my extended absence from LJ, except that i needed it. right now i am sitting in an office with a clock next to me, it tells the time in Los Angeles, Chicago and New York, and all of the second hands move at different times. it's weird how how loud time goes by when everything is silent. went back to school for my LAST ( Read more... )

in n' out. FIF Farewell show at the Whisky a Go Go...soooo sad, i had to kiss some of my high school anthems goodbye. my sister skanked. i stood against the wall next to mac. paid $4 for a cup of ice with a drop of coke in it.kind of a wierd night, but fun i guess.

Mike: "Never trust anything that bleeds for a week and doesn't die." (in regards to

Watch out for the pagans, they might bite!

WHATS NEXT?........

the grocery stores are on strike

california is burning down

the air is so polluted that you can see it

i woke up @ 6:30 to be to class at 8, and got there only to find out that we didnt have lab...so i didnt have to be there until 9:30!

so today we had to do a self portrait in art and i think i made myself look like a cartoon character, but it looks really cool! i also have to finish up drawing my friend the tattoo she wants, too bad its a fairy! we did a lab in bio. about survival of the fittest and had to collect beans out of the grass with chopsticks, we had to crawl on the ( Read more... )