love letter.
yesterday i went to santa rosa plateau. i had an epiphany or three while i was there. i haven't felt so peaceful in a LONG time. lately i've been fighting myself, if that makes any sense. obviously, i'm at a stalemate since i can't win or lose in this battle. i cannot steer this ship to a safe harbor, and i'm feeling really vulnerable for many reasons, but a couple specifically. and i guess that's that. so peace was more welcome than words can explain.