Dec 02, 2004 11:41
It's funny how things change! When I was 15 I wanted to get married right out of high school, I had no desire to go to college, I just wanted to be a Mom and live "happily ever after". It was young and naive, but that was what i wanted, and I'm sure if I had found someone who could support me and treated me well I would have done it. Thank god no one came along! Then i went solo from 16-20....i went to college after all. Graduated with two AA's and vowed I wouldnt get married until I was in my late twenties, had a career and could pay for my every need on my own. And then April happened, (not April a person, April the month)I didnt know what would happen when I came to work, just like every other day, but apparently fate did. Whether or not fate exists, I'm not sure, but I'll just call it that! I met my fiance, I was hesitant at first about dating him...for many reasons that had nothing to do with him. I told him right off that if he proposed to me before we had been dating a year I would say "no", not because I didnt want to marry him, I just dont think you really know someone in less than a year. Then he decided to propose to me after knowing me for only 6 months, and I said "YES!" Basically, I had no idea what I wanted in the past... even though i thought i did. There's no good way to end this post so I'll just leave it at that.