God take my hand ( Read more... )

I miss the carefree days ( Read more... )

I've been feeling indifferent lately. My appetite has gone down, which is a good thing, but I wonder. I'm not sure how I am feeling lately. I'm still genuinely happy, but I feel like something is missing. I'm restless. I'm not sure what it is or how to find it, but I'm sure it will come to me. Most things are out of my hands and I've been trying to ( Read more... )

I'm thankful for today.
I'm thankful for my loved ones. (friends and family)
I'm thankful to be where I am today.
I'm so grateful for the recovery that I have discovered
I'm grateful that God is working in my life today.
I'm so thankful for the new happiness that I have found.

There is a better way and I am willing to work for it.

The thought flutters by and sparks ignite
as tiny wings through out take flight.

Suppressed desire is finally set free
I feel my heart stutter as you slowly kiss me,

And I never knew it would feel like this.
That your passionate touch would release pure bliss.

For I had been so numb, so long
Suspended in dark where I didn't belong

Well, I had a good end to yesterday. Sitting at work for six hours in my head was not good for me. I went to a dark place real fast. Four of my friends from the half way house came to pick me up from work and we went out to eat afterwards. It's so nice to have such awesome people to hang out with. That really made my day. Afterwards we made it back ( Read more... )

So, now 26... I'm living in a half way house at the moment. I just spent a month and a half in jail. I never in a million years pictured myself here. I have no idea how I got where I am... I mean I know how, I just though things would be a lot different. Surprisingly I'm really enjoying everything right now. I guess anything is better than where I ( Read more... )

If love was money the love i got for you would make me rich/I would have had enuf money for the rest of my life the moment that we kissed/They say the oceans full but when your around i dont see any other fish/I asked the genie to be with you and I didnt need another wish

If only you could physically see the strength that you've given me.
I may be small and easily crushed, but my spirit is huge and triumphant.

I now soar with my past as my wings. Your evil can't reach me anymore.

From really close up I can pretend he is you.