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Bleed me dry of all my sinful ways
Remove these desires which I so crave
Unsweeten the thoughts of my longing compulsions
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So much time has passed, but with in my subconscious it still thrives. It resurfaces in my dreams like a relapse in time. Even though I can never have what was never truly mine. -
Work and money
So I've been working out at Beach Place on Ft.Lauderdale beach for 'Da Big Kahuna.' I like it there a lot. The people that I work with are awesome and half of them are just as crazy as I am. It's funny how I got the job actually. I randomly ran into my friend Sam that I met when I was about 15 at Club X-it. That place blows by the way... It was ( Read more... ) -
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I keep repeating your name in my head as if I don't I may forget that you exist. -
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Life is one crazy thing. I'm so scared of being a failure. I know I've got a lot of skills and passion, but I'm not quit sure how to channel it all correctly. I think i'm just horrifically lazy. It's so hard with my license being suspended to get out there and find a job. At least tomorrow I might be recording my friends dads show at the Improve ( Read more... ) -
Deftones!
DEFTONES is playing in Boca Raton, Fl this Sunday and I am totally stoked. They've been my favorite band since I was about 15. This will be my 5th time seeing them. I am so in love. I wish I could see them play every weekend. And what I love about em most is that it truly is the music I am in love with. Their music does things to me. I can ( Read more... ) -
Getting old
Wow. So I just turned 23 last week. May 6th... Craziness. I already wish I could go back in time and re.do so many things with my life. At this point in time I feel very stuck and I know that I should have accomplished so much more with in the time that I have been here. Right now I don't have a job, my license is ( Read more... ) -
constantly
I feel like I am constantly saying how I never update or how it's been such a long time I have written or typed whichever you prefer. I re-read a lot of my first entrees in this journal tonight, and I can not believe half of the shit I used to type in here! Do you ever wish you could go back in time and slap yourself? I guess it's just how ( Read more... ) -
it's been a while...
It's been a long ass time since I have posted in here man.. I can't believe that my journal is still here even. I've had this thing since I was about 11 or 12 years old. I'm 19 now and turning 20 next may... I'm about to go and check out my old entrees and laugh at myself for being such a little weirdo. Sometimes I wish that I could go back in ( Read more... )