i never though my "friends" would be posting still on live journal. how silly we all seem when we look back at our entries from freshman year or high school. i was looking through someone's journal that i don't really hang out with anymore, and it's weird to see the life i used to have. i think it's better now though. even if we have our doubts ( Read more... )

i was reading some old journal entries that i wrote in my junior year of high school, right about this time, and i realized how juvenile and stupid i was. all i wrote about was how i was always helping people and bitching about how they never took my advice. i even said that i would never take a high school boyfriend to college and that my idea ( Read more... )

ahhhhh i'm going to scotland!!!! see you all back here on the 12th!

i made an impression on someone...he was a freshman and i was a senior...i feel so good about myself right now.

81 days

i don't know what to do about next summer. part of me feels like i need to get a real job and start my life, but part of me never wants to leave camp. saying goodbye to my girls yesterday was extremely difficult, i'm just glad that i got to be their counselor for another year. camp is by far the best job i've ever had and probably ever will have ( Read more... )

I'm unhappy with my body. I don't want anyone saying that I don't need to lose weight, because I don't like the way I look. I need people's support and pushing to keep me on my diet/exercise program that I've made for myself, and the last thing I need is someone to tell me that I look fine. So, if you talk to me, ask me how I'm doing on this ( Read more... )

boys are so complicated...one time i was driving in my car and pearl jam came on the radio, and i just listened to the words "she lies and says she's in love with him, can't find a better man." it always makes me think now. are we just telling ourselves that we like the people in our lives because we can't find anyone better? it's difficult to ( Read more... )

So, AE blows. I was on call all week so i didn't make any plans, and do you think i got called in any day?! nope, i didn't. i'm looking for a new job until camp starts then working weekends at that job through the summer. any suggestions?

I just wanna show everyone my new icon...it's pretty freakin sweet. comments are always welcome, and i'm home for the summer so hit me up beeyotches!