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i don't know what to do about next summer. part of me feels like i need to get a real job and start my life, but part of me never wants to leave camp. saying goodbye to my girls yesterday was extremely difficult, i'm just glad that i got to be their counselor for another year. camp is by far the best job i've ever had and probably ever will have, but i feel that i need to grow up. and i don't want to stay with my parents for another year. *sigh* i guess i'll just have to make a choice when the time comes.