hey everybody. remember me? sometimes i forget about this livejournal thing ( Read more... )

remember how i only post when i'm super emotional? notice i havent been posting lately? it's not because i've been happy. no sir. it's because i decided i wouldnt talk about my shit anymore. to anyone ( Read more... )

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car is broken. again.
two tickets must be paid by the 14th.
rent.
insurance.
jail check.

can't afford the date i want to go on.
or beer.
or food.

but mostly, i'm sad about the date.

i am so effing sick. i cant even remember the last time i felt so badly. i mean, i kind of never feel well. but i'm sick. also. where is someone to take care of me? i know i'm pretty difficult when i'm sick but shit. one cant exactly take care of oneself whilst sick, can they? i think not ( Read more... )

so i considered deleting my last post. because i realize it was childish of me to talk that kind of shit about someone via the fucking internet. i dont know if ive ever deleted anything and im not going to start now. oh well, i say. understand, i dont feel that way about trannies. just the one ( Read more... )

why do things that make me feel emotional also make me feel...exhausted? so shortbus, good, i say. but maybe too much for me right now. i'm tired of crying. maybe i should be glad that i feel things again? blessing or curse ( Read more... )

hey, you know what's funny? eating your roommate's food while they arent home. hoping they dont get home to catch you in the act. but they always do, dont they?
maybe its just me.

i have no idea what i'm doing. elusive, no? like old people fish ( Read more... )

why am i craving a hamburger?