where are all MY fucking stars?
i have no idea what i'm doing. elusive, no? like old people fish.
i wish my cat would stop throwing up on my comforter. i wish i would stop throwing up everything i eat. i wish people would stop trying to lean on me when i can't even hold myself up. i wish i could sleep at night. i wish i would stop waking up with these random bruises that i dont remember. i wish i didnt feel like my best friend moved on and has forgotten me. i wish i wasnt still so dependent.
i wish i was a little bit taller. i wish i had a girl. if i did, i would call her.
i'm going to go eat some god damned lemon meringue pie and watch mind numbing tellie.
ps. the science of sleep is the best movie ever.
i wish my cat would stop throwing up on my comforter. i wish i would stop throwing up everything i eat. i wish people would stop trying to lean on me when i can't even hold myself up. i wish i could sleep at night. i wish i would stop waking up with these random bruises that i dont remember. i wish i didnt feel like my best friend moved on and has forgotten me. i wish i wasnt still so dependent.
i wish i was a little bit taller. i wish i had a girl. if i did, i would call her.
i'm going to go eat some god damned lemon meringue pie and watch mind numbing tellie.
ps. the science of sleep is the best movie ever.