It's like I'm starting to slowly recognize myself again.

For the longest time since I was pregnant with A, I felt like I was losing myself, didn't know who I was without my dranksss & smokes, without that late nights, just the whole idea of being restricted, unable to... be free. & then we moved, & while in Phoenix, it's like it was the best time ( Read more... )

i like this new me, this new better person where loyalty actually means something but i think ive been finding excuses far too long
i thought i was ready to let go & move on but no, i am so pissed off so so pissed off that i feel this new me being stripped off, i feel like its getting stolen from me
i know ive prob fucked up 7 times too many, but i ( Read more... )

The one time I try to be put him first and be honest, the one time I try to be fully honest.

& then L said "this is us done".

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Reality check; I recently turned 26 (it was tough remembering the real age when I've been 21 forever, but lets get back to the main point) and I would never have imagined to have the best birthday to date at fucking 26 ( Read more... )

It would have been nice to have been born less curious about everything ( Read more... )

If the end of something bad feels very much worse than the start of it, then this thing has to be good somehow, right?

"I found the experience of falling in love or being in love was a death, a death of everything. You kind of watch yourself die in a wonderful way, and you experience for the briefest moment-if you see yourself for a moment through their eyes-everything you believed about yourself gone. In a death-and-rebirth sense." -Hozier

So we are once again here, the last day of the year ( Read more... )

Don't know bout you ( Read more... )