to the ones who never learn contentment
i like this new me, this new better person where loyalty actually means something but i think ive been finding excuses far too long
i thought i was ready to let go & move on but no, i am so pissed off so so pissed off that i feel this new me being stripped off, i feel like its getting stolen from me
i know ive prob fucked up 7 times too many, but i am doing the best i can at amendments right now & to have the better person getting stripped away.. i cant (?!) having been there done that, it would have been exactly what i would have done, i wish i could have seen it all earlier that it wouldnt have stopped whether i got hitched or not
and we're back after this whole time right, the mind or the heart?