Dear Friend,

Well I guess I'm back to this again. When life is going good there's nothing to write about. No time to write it. Honestly though, things are just changing. I'm ready to go and see and do, and get the fuck out of here, for real. Its stupid to sit around anymore. This doesn't help the angst either.

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Dear Friend,

"Life has a way of draining me down to nothing but complaints sometimes, and really, nobody wants to hear that. The days have been good in their own ways, though. The remnants of winter are finally giving way to the warmer skies, and as usual, the ocean is calling me. Even in what I consider freezing weather, when presented with the ( Read more... )

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"A black hole is all that is left
where once beat my heart
is just a hole in my chest."

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Dear Friend,

I am at some desensitized, hardened state of existance. Its hard for me to feel and emit real human emotions. I've retracted from dealing with public and people and instead live in my own distant little world. Its pretty nice.

I always have so much to say when I decide I'm going to write in this, but it just doesn't come today. I'd ( Read more... )

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Dear Friend,

Get rid of anything holding you back today -- though you may want to think two or three times about losing any people who seem like dead weight. Emotional baggage, physical detritus and dead-end projects can go.

I don't wanna go to work.

Love,
Tricia

 Dear Friends,

Life is all about highs and lows. Its a good thing I love rollercoasters. I try and imagine what I was like in my past life. What I will remember in my next. Pete's grandma died on Monday. Although she was 90, none of us really thought it would happpen.

Its still not really real.

To be honest, nothing is really.... real.

I wish I ( Read more... )