Have you ever done something you know you shouldnt do? Read something you shouldnt read? Looked at somthing you KNOW you should just turn away from and let all the emotions attatched with thatparticular object, be it touchable or not. But you just didn't? I just found something like that. Something I KNEW I should have walked away from, but I didn' ( Read more... )

Man its nice to be home for christmas. I hated being away from home during the holidays in the military. But i'm home this year and I just wanted to say merry christmas to you all!!!!!!!!!!!!

you ever feel like nothing is going right? even though it is? like everything is going okay, but yet I'm still just not happy. I hate that. . . .

So, I finally have my own apartment by myself. No roomates, and it is so nice. Yet so lonely. But I finally get privacy, which is nice, but I miss having friends over. I wish I had someone to sleep next to me at night and keep me warm. . . . *sigh* maybe someday.

So, ever since I joined the Marines, I've kind of disappered from my friends minds. I'll bet you none of you could even tell me if I ever went to Iraq or not. Well, the answer is yes for those of you who read this. Then I come home and life has passed me by. I feel the same but everyone else is moved on with their lives, but I'm still sitting back ( Read more... )

It has been a LONG time since ive posted. Life is just peachy. Im working at petsmart and i LOVE it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! thats all for now.

So, I saw Emily On Saturday, boy that was nice, just to hang out with her like I did. Even though it wasn't for long, we actually did the types of things we used to do. like we went to the grocery store and bought stuff for her party. Just little things like that, walked around the mall. And it was so nice, I almost felt like I had gone back in ( Read more... )

Wow, it has been a LONG time since I posted. I remember when I first got this thing a little over 2 years ago. I got it because Emily had one. Lately, I've been thinking about around this time 2 years ago already I graduated from high school, but then three years ago around this time, well, lets just say that every now and then, even though I am ( Read more... )

So I called Emily today, and it was like having my battery re-charged. It was so good to just talk to her like that again. Thank you Emily, you truly made me feel better today.

I really do wish that she could have seen herself the way that I did. The look on her face when I pulled up in the blood red convertible V-8 5-speed manual mustang, parked it outside, and got out of it. I wish she could have seen the look on her face when she realized who I was. I wish she could have seen the look on her face when she saw the ring ( Read more... )