May 21, 2007 17:04
Wow, it has been a LONG time since I posted. I remember when I first got this thing a little over 2 years ago. I got it because Emily had one. Lately, I've been thinking about around this time 2 years ago already I graduated from high school, but then three years ago around this time, well, lets just say that every now and then, even though I am happy as can be with Tara, I miss someone that I shouldn't miss. I'm not still in love with her, I just miss the fun times we had I should say. *sigh* the human heart is such a mystery, cuz sometimes, it wont let some things go, no matter how hard I try. Oh well, it'll go away someday. I miss posting here, it was fun because I was able to get EVERYthing out here and not have to worry about family and Tara seeing it like I have to worry about on myspace. Anyway, Erin, I'm going to repost that finish the sentence thing, cuz it looks interesting.
Finish the sentence:
1. I've come to realize that my last kiss...
tasted like tears cuz it's so hard to say good-bye sometimes
2. I am listening to...
an old song from days past
3. I talk...
about grunt knowledge to sound cool to other people, then bitch about the Marine Corps. to Tara
4. I love...
Other than friends, family and Tara, I'm not really sure, I've come to notice that I am so full of hatred. . .
5. I hate...
being called fat . . .
6. My car is...
sitting in a junkyard somewhere
7. My love life......
is happily in order
8. I hate it when people ask...
about Iraq and other stupid questions, read the news.
9. Love is.....
God. (couldn't have said it better Erin)
10. Marriage is...
not sure yet, I find out soon enough
11. Somewhere, someone is thinking...
when is he gonna come home?
12. I'm always.....
hurting in some way mentally
13. My ex is....
which one? I have more than I like to admit to
15. My cell phone...
has survived a lot of falls as I am not the most graceful character, and cingular is the only service that gets reception on base
16. When I wake up in the morning...
I wish that this was just a big nightmare and that I would wake up next to Tara
17. When I go to bed I...
hope that I never wake up
18. Right now I am thinking about...
when I come home this weekend
19. Babies are...
a pain in the ass when you want to actually get some sleep
20. I get on myspace....
to escape to a world where all of my friends are in one place (man, how gay did that sound?)
21. Today I...
got off a 24 hour barracks duty post, went to medical to find out that I have to go see a concussion specialist and that I might have dain bramage
22. Tonight I will...
same thing I do every night, drown in my own misery before I finally manage to fall asleep.
23. Tomorrow I will...
go and talk to the chaplain and see if he can't help me out
24. I really want...
the hazing to stop, the humiliation to stop, the embarassment to stop, and to quit smoking
25. Someone that will most likely repost this is...
probably not out there