its funny. i want to connect to feel to care about ..SOMETHING. at the same time i wanna say fuck it all and just stop. care about something or fall for anything..i dont know. too tired. too much to do. too run down. no fun. ever. boo. senior year? where are you!?
do you ever wake up, your head still slightly pounding, with the sunlight pouring in through the big glass doors with your mom just entering offering to run your errands with you and turn on ben folds- the luckiest and really feel lucky?
maybe not. i can say today was a first time for me, but it was nice.