back to you..it always comes around back to you..
so i havent been so hung up for someone in a long time. its driving me crazy.
everytime i hear the name..see a picture..think of anything remotely related to him i get upset..
it makes me do stupid things..it makes me do crazy thing..it depresses me.
thats not who i am.
ive NEVER let a guy make up my mood so much..
ive never changed what i did to please a guy..
especially not over someone i had absolutely NOTHING with.
i dont know what to do.
theres no easy solution.
i thought if i just cut off all connection itd be easier..
its not.
its driving me insane. and i dont know what to do..blah :(
im glad im home for thanksgiving..i need to just see some home loves
relax with people that know me for me and not crazy me not out of my mind me..
i have fun at psu and i love it..but even i wish i could calm down..have some kind of control..
but i guess its like the greys quote..its always more of anyhthing..
blech. i feel yucky. i just wanna be happier.
everytime i hear the name..see a picture..think of anything remotely related to him i get upset..
it makes me do stupid things..it makes me do crazy thing..it depresses me.
thats not who i am.
ive NEVER let a guy make up my mood so much..
ive never changed what i did to please a guy..
especially not over someone i had absolutely NOTHING with.
i dont know what to do.
theres no easy solution.
i thought if i just cut off all connection itd be easier..
its not.
its driving me insane. and i dont know what to do..blah :(
im glad im home for thanksgiving..i need to just see some home loves
relax with people that know me for me and not crazy me not out of my mind me..
i have fun at psu and i love it..but even i wish i could calm down..have some kind of control..
but i guess its like the greys quote..its always more of anyhthing..
blech. i feel yucky. i just wanna be happier.